What?! Carmine is alive? On today's episode of Y&R, we found out that Lauren's hunky boy toy turned psycho didn't meet his maker after all. His portrayer, Marco Dapper shares some insight on the twist, including that he did not know when he was let go that his alter ego would be back. "There was always talk of maybe but nothing was ever matter of fact," he says. "I figured I was done. I didn't even watch Y&R after I left because I hate watching myself on TV. I'm too critical. But I still kept my ear to the ground when it came to what was going on at the show." Then came the call. "They contacted me direct and basically said, ‘FYI, you’re coming back but don’t tell anybody,’ " he chuckles. "That was fine because I’m good at keeping secrets. It was nice to be back and catch up with everybody. It was like revisiting the family."